well how bout that?! its been over a year since i posted on here last! maybe i just feel like there isnt any point to telling anybody about my life? i feel like its really boring? seems like all i do is go to work. come home, change, go work out, come home shower, eat, sleep repeat....at least during the week days. my weekends lately have consisted of me sittin on my ass playin video games wishing for warmer weather. work is slow....again.... it always happens this time of year though.
there ARE some oppertunities comming up in my life that i am thinking seriously hard to think about. ECI the company i work for is trying to get a contract with a coal mine in canada...of course me bein the yes man volenteered for the first three month stint...i dont know why. i think i get it from mom (the cant say no) thing. i am just hopin the goddards are willing to work with that, if they arent then i guess i dont go. there is one more thing in my life i have been contemplating for a while and now that i have talked to april about it i feel i can go ahead and tell every one else maybe get an opinion? been thinking VERY hard about joining the armed services. most likely just the reserves. you may not know but i am very patriotic and i feel like i would feel better about my self if i at least tryed to join(even if i get rejected) i mean its the least i can do for this beautiful country we live in where we have rights and freedoms.
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Thursday, December 17, 2009
wow another long time since i have posted somethin on here. i was lookin and the last post i had was not one i was proud of so i am just posting this so i dont have to look at that anymore. have i told everyone sorry for that? if i havent then....gosh.....i still feel bad...... anyway i think i am very excited for christmas this year"!" i usually dont get all that excited but this year just seems like i havent seen my family near as much as i would like. work has been slow but yet i have been soooo busy. and the last couple months have been extremely hectic since everyone has quit and kinda left me with their resposabilities. as i speak i am in colorado by my self working. i usually dont like to travel alone and it is actually out polocy that we dont but we are that short handed that no one can come out to help me. so i am wonderin if anyone wants to go shooting when we are all here? if ya do bring some guns or what ever we will go shoot somethin for christmas! ok then..... ah i better go start bustin ass.....
Friday, October 31, 2008
Family
Hello everybody! longtime no talk!
Ive been pretty damn busy lately with working in colorado on a multi billion dollar project, i might have some pics up here on this one.... maybe...... depending on if mom saved them on her desktop or her lap top..... hmmmm..... anyway, first of all i would like to say congrats sara and jeromy! i am so freakin happy for you guys! You deserve this baby! i have never seen ANYBODY want anything so bad in my life, and the miricles that had to happen to have her here, its just wow. And that means alot that i said miricles cause i dont even really belive in miricles weird eh? but constance is nothing short of one, and once again congrats and if you guys need anything let me know. Second of all thank everyone that has been supporting me in this whole Trial situation that i have been going through with my son. I know i have made alot of mistakes in this area of my life, and i know how much i have hurt people,...aka....mom and dad.... but the good thing about being human is you can recignize mistakes and try to correct them right? I have been in and out of court for almost a year now, and it has been very very very very stressfull, to be totally honest i bawl on a daily basis over everything that is happening right now, and this IS the hardest time i have had in my life to date..... I especially have to thank my mother and father for all of their support! there is no way in hell i could do this without them! they have been my shoulder to cry on, they have been my crutch when i felt like falling to the ground and giving up. so MOM, DAD, thank you both very very much, i would also like to thank sara for her moral support on this whole situation. Speaking of this whole subject, it has came to my knowelge that someone is not very happy with my mother, and to be honest with you cough cough CADE, from what i have herd about this phone call with my mother, you feel like she has spent way more energy on my son than she has on her other grandchildren, truth is she has. i really dont know if your justified in being mad about it though. When was the last time you made an effort to showup, and be a part of your inlaws? How many times do they call you and my sister and invite you guys to do things? how many oppertunitys do you have to bring your son around my family and enjoy the love that we have to offer? Okay thats what i thought. if you cant tell i am NOT very fucking happy with you right now. and belive me if you didnt feel awkward being around me before i said anything. just wait untill now. Now i belive you owe my mother and apologie. And melisa dont get me wrong i love you TO DEATH and i alwase will sister, but i think you should look back on how your husband has had an affect on how you treat your family and your prioritys in life. We would love to have you and lock and even kade over to visit once in a blue moon. but i do love you and i hope you dont have hatred towards my comments to your husband. but the truth hurts. okay. im done being a "hater" for the day. cant wait to see you all during the holidays, i HOPE you all make an effort to be at moms for christmas, i know it would mean the world to her to see all her kids home for christmas.
Ive been pretty damn busy lately with working in colorado on a multi billion dollar project, i might have some pics up here on this one.... maybe...... depending on if mom saved them on her desktop or her lap top..... hmmmm..... anyway, first of all i would like to say congrats sara and jeromy! i am so freakin happy for you guys! You deserve this baby! i have never seen ANYBODY want anything so bad in my life, and the miricles that had to happen to have her here, its just wow. And that means alot that i said miricles cause i dont even really belive in miricles weird eh? but constance is nothing short of one, and once again congrats and if you guys need anything let me know. Second of all thank everyone that has been supporting me in this whole Trial situation that i have been going through with my son. I know i have made alot of mistakes in this area of my life, and i know how much i have hurt people,...aka....mom and dad.... but the good thing about being human is you can recignize mistakes and try to correct them right? I have been in and out of court for almost a year now, and it has been very very very very stressfull, to be totally honest i bawl on a daily basis over everything that is happening right now, and this IS the hardest time i have had in my life to date..... I especially have to thank my mother and father for all of their support! there is no way in hell i could do this without them! they have been my shoulder to cry on, they have been my crutch when i felt like falling to the ground and giving up. so MOM, DAD, thank you both very very much, i would also like to thank sara for her moral support on this whole situation. Speaking of this whole subject, it has came to my knowelge that someone is not very happy with my mother, and to be honest with you cough cough CADE, from what i have herd about this phone call with my mother, you feel like she has spent way more energy on my son than she has on her other grandchildren, truth is she has. i really dont know if your justified in being mad about it though. When was the last time you made an effort to showup, and be a part of your inlaws? How many times do they call you and my sister and invite you guys to do things? how many oppertunitys do you have to bring your son around my family and enjoy the love that we have to offer? Okay thats what i thought. if you cant tell i am NOT very fucking happy with you right now. and belive me if you didnt feel awkward being around me before i said anything. just wait untill now. Now i belive you owe my mother and apologie. And melisa dont get me wrong i love you TO DEATH and i alwase will sister, but i think you should look back on how your husband has had an affect on how you treat your family and your prioritys in life. We would love to have you and lock and even kade over to visit once in a blue moon. but i do love you and i hope you dont have hatred towards my comments to your husband. but the truth hurts. okay. im done being a "hater" for the day. cant wait to see you all during the holidays, i HOPE you all make an effort to be at moms for christmas, i know it would mean the world to her to see all her kids home for christmas.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
hello everybody
hello everybody,
it is sunday and i am bored out of my mind, and had to take a break from the ole playstation, so i thought i would write a little blog. it was very nice to see everyone this weekend, including melisa, seems like i havent seen everybody together for a long ass time! weird. It is snowing outside, and i am really dreading going to work in this garbage tomorrow, in nine mile canyon none the less.....psh, why couldnt i just get a desk job? nice heated building, no snow, no wind, no heat, god that would be nice ha ha. maybe someday i'll have a midlife crisis and go to school to become a white collar guy? ya i dont think so eather. well i am going back into the dungeon, aka my bedroom ha ha, i hear some ps3 callin my name.
it is sunday and i am bored out of my mind, and had to take a break from the ole playstation, so i thought i would write a little blog. it was very nice to see everyone this weekend, including melisa, seems like i havent seen everybody together for a long ass time! weird. It is snowing outside, and i am really dreading going to work in this garbage tomorrow, in nine mile canyon none the less.....psh, why couldnt i just get a desk job? nice heated building, no snow, no wind, no heat, god that would be nice ha ha. maybe someday i'll have a midlife crisis and go to school to become a white collar guy? ya i dont think so eather. well i am going back into the dungeon, aka my bedroom ha ha, i hear some ps3 callin my name.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
long time now talk eh?
Hello everybody!
it has been a long time since ive hada new post, in fact ive seen that most of you have taken my name off your lists! ha ha well i apologize, life is crazy anymore. Just got done movin back in with mom and dad here in the land of the CLEVE and so far its not too bad, been eatin somewhat healthy, runnin on the treadmill, all sortsa shit ha ha. So i just got back from my lawyers office, i will be gettin joint legal custody of jake here in the next couple months after all the paper work is takencare of, and i go to court to get this whole fuckin mess cleaned up. pardon my french...... but it will be awsome to actually see him everyother weekend! im excited! I got some free passes to snowbird this last weekend so me and red went up and seen sara, which was way fun thank you again, and went boardin. the snow was awsome, but the conditions sucked, little visibility, and not to mention red's board kept breakin so we rode the lift down the mtn more times than boarded down it! it was still pretty fun though. If you are wondering why i moved back home well, april dumped me, big time ha ha, told me to get my shit out. oh well i guess shit happens, and i think i am better off anyway. yep. well sara i hope you are happy that i posted n'shit we will see you guys all...... eventually im thinkin
it has been a long time since ive hada new post, in fact ive seen that most of you have taken my name off your lists! ha ha well i apologize, life is crazy anymore. Just got done movin back in with mom and dad here in the land of the CLEVE and so far its not too bad, been eatin somewhat healthy, runnin on the treadmill, all sortsa shit ha ha. So i just got back from my lawyers office, i will be gettin joint legal custody of jake here in the next couple months after all the paper work is takencare of, and i go to court to get this whole fuckin mess cleaned up. pardon my french...... but it will be awsome to actually see him everyother weekend! im excited! I got some free passes to snowbird this last weekend so me and red went up and seen sara, which was way fun thank you again, and went boardin. the snow was awsome, but the conditions sucked, little visibility, and not to mention red's board kept breakin so we rode the lift down the mtn more times than boarded down it! it was still pretty fun though. If you are wondering why i moved back home well, april dumped me, big time ha ha, told me to get my shit out. oh well i guess shit happens, and i think i am better off anyway. yep. well sara i hope you are happy that i posted n'shit we will see you guys all...... eventually im thinkin
Monday, September 17, 2007
sara can now get off my ass
sara i am updateing my blog so you can get off my ass ha ha jk, its time to do it anyway, well let me tell ya whats new. I am moving this week to spring glen for a month untill this place in price opens up, then we will move again into that house, which sucks but hey you do what ya gotta do. Not that it matters where i live beacause my new home will be rifle colorado here pretty quick, my work is sending me there for most of the winter i guess, which is cool, cause its good to get out of town for a while, it makes you appreciate home alot more. on top of that my 21st b-day is next week, im not even as excited as i used to be about it, but it will be fun to go to wendover and hang out with my big sis for a while, anyway, im out peace.
Thursday, September 6, 2007
no race this weekend
so i am not racing this weekend anymore, the people i was going with couldnt make it, and since they were going to haul my bike down and pay my entry fee i am not going anymore. that is fine with me though, that will give me some freakin relax time this weekend. well not else much is new except i started college again, and i dont like it, but hey, u gotta do what u gotta do right? only two more years.
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