Family

Hello everybody! longtime no talk!
Ive been pretty damn busy lately with working in colorado on a multi billion dollar project, i might have some pics up here on this one.... maybe...... depending on if mom saved them on her desktop or her lap top..... hmmmm..... anyway, first of all i would like to say congrats sara and jeromy! i am so freakin happy for you guys! You deserve this baby! i have never seen ANYBODY want anything so bad in my life, and the miricles that had to happen to have her here, its just wow. And that means alot that i said miricles cause i dont even really belive in miricles weird eh? but constance is nothing short of one, and once again congrats and if you guys need anything let me know. Second of all thank everyone that has been supporting me in this whole Trial situation that i have been going through with my son. I know i have made alot of mistakes in this area of my life, and i know how much i have hurt people,...aka....mom and dad.... but the good thing about being human is you can recignize mistakes and try to correct them right? I have been in and out of court for almost a year now, and it has been very very very very stressfull, to be totally honest i bawl on a daily basis over everything that is happening right now, and this IS the hardest time i have had in my life to date..... I especially have to thank my mother and father for all of their support! there is no way in hell i could do this without them! they have been my shoulder to cry on, they have been my crutch when i felt like falling to the ground and giving up. so MOM, DAD, thank you both very very much, i would also like to thank sara for her moral support on this whole situation. Speaking of this whole subject, it has came to my knowelge that someone is not very happy with my mother, and to be honest with you cough cough CADE, from what i have herd about this phone call with my mother, you feel like she has spent way more energy on my son than she has on her other grandchildren, truth is she has. i really dont know if your justified in being mad about it though. When was the last time you made an effort to showup, and be a part of your inlaws? How many times do they call you and my sister and invite you guys to do things? how many oppertunitys do you have to bring your son around my family and enjoy the love that we have to offer? Okay thats what i thought. if you cant tell i am NOT very fucking happy with you right now. and belive me if you didnt feel awkward being around me before i said anything. just wait untill now. Now i belive you owe my mother and apologie. And melisa dont get me wrong i love you TO DEATH and i alwase will sister, but i think you should look back on how your husband has had an affect on how you treat your family and your prioritys in life. We would love to have you and lock and even kade over to visit once in a blue moon. but i do love you and i hope you dont have hatred towards my comments to your husband. but the truth hurts. okay. im done being a "hater" for the day. cant wait to see you all during the holidays, i HOPE you all make an effort to be at moms for christmas, i know it would mean the world to her to see all her kids home for christmas.

hello everybody

hello everybody,
it is sunday and i am bored out of my mind, and had to take a break from the ole playstation, so i thought i would write a little blog. it was very nice to see everyone this weekend, including melisa, seems like i havent seen everybody together for a long ass time! weird. It is snowing outside, and i am really dreading going to work in this garbage tomorrow, in nine mile canyon none the less.....psh, why couldnt i just get a desk job? nice heated building, no snow, no wind, no heat, god that would be nice ha ha. maybe someday i'll have a midlife crisis and go to school to become a white collar guy? ya i dont think so eather. well i am going back into the dungeon, aka my bedroom ha ha, i hear some ps3 callin my name.

long time now talk eh?

Hello everybody!

it has been a long time since ive hada new post, in fact ive seen that most of you have taken my name off your lists! ha ha well i apologize, life is crazy anymore. Just got done movin back in with mom and dad here in the land of the CLEVE and so far its not too bad, been eatin somewhat healthy, runnin on the treadmill, all sortsa shit ha ha. So i just got back from my lawyers office, i will be gettin joint legal custody of jake here in the next couple months after all the paper work is takencare of, and i go to court to get this whole fuckin mess cleaned up. pardon my french...... but it will be awsome to actually see him everyother weekend! im excited! I got some free passes to snowbird this last weekend so me and red went up and seen sara, which was way fun thank you again, and went boardin. the snow was awsome, but the conditions sucked, little visibility, and not to mention red's board kept breakin so we rode the lift down the mtn more times than boarded down it! it was still pretty fun though. If you are wondering why i moved back home well, april dumped me, big time ha ha, told me to get my shit out. oh well i guess shit happens, and i think i am better off anyway. yep. well sara i hope you are happy that i posted n'shit we will see you guys all...... eventually im thinkin