how bout that

well how bout that?! its been over a year since i posted on here last! maybe i just feel like there isnt any point to telling anybody about my life? i feel like its really boring? seems like all i do is go to work. come home, change, go work out, come home shower, eat, sleep repeat....at least during the week days. my weekends lately have consisted of me sittin on my ass playin video games wishing for warmer weather. work is slow....again.... it always happens this time of year though.
there ARE some oppertunities comming up in my life that i am thinking seriously hard to think about. ECI the company i work for is trying to get a contract with a coal mine in canada...of course me bein the yes man volenteered for the first three month stint...i dont know why. i think i get it from mom (the cant say no) thing. i am just hopin the goddards are willing to work with that, if they arent then i guess i dont go. there is one more thing in my life i have been contemplating for a while and now that i have talked to april about it i feel i can go ahead and tell every one else maybe get an opinion? been thinking VERY hard about joining the armed services. most likely just the reserves. you may not know but i am very patriotic and i feel like i would feel better about my self if i at least tryed to join(even if i get rejected) i mean its the least i can do for this beautiful country we live in where we have rights and freedoms.

wow another long time since i have posted somethin on here. i was lookin and the last post i had was not one i was proud of so i am just posting this so i dont have to look at that anymore. have i told everyone sorry for that? if i havent then....gosh.....i still feel bad...... anyway i think i am very excited for christmas this year"!" i usually dont get all that excited but this year just seems like i havent seen my family near as much as i would like. work has been slow but yet i have been soooo busy. and the last couple months have been extremely hectic since everyone has quit and kinda left me with their resposabilities. as i speak i am in colorado by my self working. i usually dont like to travel alone and it is actually out polocy that we dont but we are that short handed that no one can come out to help me. so i am wonderin if anyone wants to go shooting when we are all here? if ya do bring some guns or what ever we will go shoot somethin for christmas! ok then..... ah i better go start bustin ass.....

Family

Hello everybody! longtime no talk!
Ive been pretty damn busy lately with working in colorado on a multi billion dollar project, i might have some pics up here on this one.... maybe...... depending on if mom saved them on her desktop or her lap top..... hmmmm..... anyway, first of all i would like to say congrats sara and jeromy! i am so freakin happy for you guys! You deserve this baby! i have never seen ANYBODY want anything so bad in my life, and the miricles that had to happen to have her here, its just wow. And that means alot that i said miricles cause i dont even really belive in miricles weird eh? but constance is nothing short of one, and once again congrats and if you guys need anything let me know. Second of all thank everyone that has been supporting me in this whole Trial situation that i have been going through with my son. I know i have made alot of mistakes in this area of my life, and i know how much i have hurt people,...aka....mom and dad.... but the good thing about being human is you can recignize mistakes and try to correct them right? I have been in and out of court for almost a year now, and it has been very very very very stressfull, to be totally honest i bawl on a daily basis over everything that is happening right now, and this IS the hardest time i have had in my life to date..... I especially have to thank my mother and father for all of their support! there is no way in hell i could do this without them! they have been my shoulder to cry on, they have been my crutch when i felt like falling to the ground and giving up. so MOM, DAD, thank you both very very much, i would also like to thank sara for her moral support on this whole situation. Speaking of this whole subject, it has came to my knowelge that someone is not very happy with my mother, and to be honest with you cough cough CADE, from what i have herd about this phone call with my mother, you feel like she has spent way more energy on my son than she has on her other grandchildren, truth is she has. i really dont know if your justified in being mad about it though. When was the last time you made an effort to showup, and be a part of your inlaws? How many times do they call you and my sister and invite you guys to do things? how many oppertunitys do you have to bring your son around my family and enjoy the love that we have to offer? Okay thats what i thought. if you cant tell i am NOT very fucking happy with you right now. and belive me if you didnt feel awkward being around me before i said anything. just wait untill now. Now i belive you owe my mother and apologie. And melisa dont get me wrong i love you TO DEATH and i alwase will sister, but i think you should look back on how your husband has had an affect on how you treat your family and your prioritys in life. We would love to have you and lock and even kade over to visit once in a blue moon. but i do love you and i hope you dont have hatred towards my comments to your husband. but the truth hurts. okay. im done being a "hater" for the day. cant wait to see you all during the holidays, i HOPE you all make an effort to be at moms for christmas, i know it would mean the world to her to see all her kids home for christmas.

hello everybody

hello everybody,
it is sunday and i am bored out of my mind, and had to take a break from the ole playstation, so i thought i would write a little blog. it was very nice to see everyone this weekend, including melisa, seems like i havent seen everybody together for a long ass time! weird. It is snowing outside, and i am really dreading going to work in this garbage tomorrow, in nine mile canyon none the less.....psh, why couldnt i just get a desk job? nice heated building, no snow, no wind, no heat, god that would be nice ha ha. maybe someday i'll have a midlife crisis and go to school to become a white collar guy? ya i dont think so eather. well i am going back into the dungeon, aka my bedroom ha ha, i hear some ps3 callin my name.

long time now talk eh?

Hello everybody!

it has been a long time since ive hada new post, in fact ive seen that most of you have taken my name off your lists! ha ha well i apologize, life is crazy anymore. Just got done movin back in with mom and dad here in the land of the CLEVE and so far its not too bad, been eatin somewhat healthy, runnin on the treadmill, all sortsa shit ha ha. So i just got back from my lawyers office, i will be gettin joint legal custody of jake here in the next couple months after all the paper work is takencare of, and i go to court to get this whole fuckin mess cleaned up. pardon my french...... but it will be awsome to actually see him everyother weekend! im excited! I got some free passes to snowbird this last weekend so me and red went up and seen sara, which was way fun thank you again, and went boardin. the snow was awsome, but the conditions sucked, little visibility, and not to mention red's board kept breakin so we rode the lift down the mtn more times than boarded down it! it was still pretty fun though. If you are wondering why i moved back home well, april dumped me, big time ha ha, told me to get my shit out. oh well i guess shit happens, and i think i am better off anyway. yep. well sara i hope you are happy that i posted n'shit we will see you guys all...... eventually im thinkin

sara can now get off my ass

sara i am updateing my blog so you can get off my ass ha ha jk, its time to do it anyway, well let me tell ya whats new. I am moving this week to spring glen for a month untill this place in price opens up, then we will move again into that house, which sucks but hey you do what ya gotta do. Not that it matters where i live beacause my new home will be rifle colorado here pretty quick, my work is sending me there for most of the winter i guess, which is cool, cause its good to get out of town for a while, it makes you appreciate home alot more. on top of that my 21st b-day is next week, im not even as excited as i used to be about it, but it will be fun to go to wendover and hang out with my big sis for a while, anyway, im out peace.

no race this weekend

so i am not racing this weekend anymore, the people i was going with couldnt make it, and since they were going to haul my bike down and pay my entry fee i am not going anymore. that is fine with me though, that will give me some freakin relax time this weekend. well not else much is new except i started college again, and i dont like it, but hey, u gotta do what u gotta do right? only two more years.

busy busy month commin up

hey everybody

i know its been a while since ive posted but i figured since i have a four day weekend i might as well right? God looking at this next month comming up there is so much going on its kinda makin my head spin a little bit ha ha. Next weekend Me Red and the loggers are headed to Montecello for a WORKS race on my quad. its another one of those enduro races except this one doesnt have teams its pretty much every man for himself and what not. but it only lasts 90 min. instead of six hours like the other one. so we are leaving for there friday when i get off work and will prob. be back sunday. then the weekend after that red wants to go race in ogden but i dont think i am down for that one. then the weekend after that is my birthday! YEAH!! i will finally be 21! i am pretty excited. and i am also excited to go to wendover with sara jeromy and april, i think it is going to be a pretty good time, my first time that i will legally be able to gamble and what not in a casino.... ha ha. so on top of all that we are having a push at work to get these buildings done in nine mile so we can get out of there, i am thinking about three more weeks and i will be done there for a while, let me tell ya how exciting THAT is! ha ha but then its off to colorado and wyoming. so yeah, thats about all that is going on in my life right now. OH yeah and me and april are OFFICALLY together now ha ha, so just ya'll know, and i am really happy about it, she is way special and like the total opposite of every girl ive ever known so hopefully there wont be any stupid drama. well talk to ya again soon. have a great labor day weekend!

2nd place!

HA Ha as you can tell by the headline of this blog, we took SECOND PLACE in our race on saterday, i am so super excited about that, it was a TON of work, and i am SORE AS HELL Today but it was all worth it to say we took second! especially when i didnt think we would place at all. there were 8 teams of 4 and me red, and dustin a team of three beat all the teams but one and all the other quad teams were sponsered and done lots of races, this was our first. so ya, i am pretty happy about that. in other news, there isnt really, just livin life tryin to make ends meet just like everyone else, love ya all

hey everybody
its me again just bein bored. just got home from work and am enjoying some dinner and some good music while i type my blog. Let me start off by saying that this weekend was way fun! it was good to see the people that were there, i missed the people that werent there. i got to go riding and fishin, and yes i seen some bucks so that was a plus. i also got to spend some much needed time with my son, god he acts just like me! ha ha what else is going on in my life u ask? well i guess i have untill october to move out, i am hoping to be out by september tho, but i dont think that will happen beacause i cant find anywhere to go! on the ligher side of things, my desert race is this weekend, i am pretty excited for that, im sure i'll take last but thats fine by me ha ha. It is saterday and starts at the motocross track and is SIX hours long! so if anyone wants to come watch and support you are very welcome! well i think i am going to go shower. PEACE

hey everybody,
well its 11:30 at night, and i cant sleep, just got a phone call saying that we are getting evicted from our apartment, i asked why, and our land lords said just beacause, i mean our house is clean, we pay our rent, so i dont really know what the hell is going on there but i guess i am going to be homeless in a couple of weeks. I hear that sara and jeromy cant go to the cabin, thats a bummer, then i herd melisa wasnt comming up, another bummer, i was really looking forward to seein the whole family, but i guess stuff comes up in everyones busy lives. I am a little pissed off right now tho, im not going to lie, i hate being woke up by my phone in the middle of the night, especially to bad news, but i can never go back to sleep after some one wakes me up in the middle of the night. I dont know why but i have been having troubles sleepin lately, and i have NEVER had a problem with that. i guess the stress gets a little much sometimes. I dont really feel stressed but i guess it takes a toll on my body. well i think im going to go lay in bed and stare at the celing untill i fall asleep, cause i gotta be up at 4:30 to go to work, and i cant stand sittin here knowing i have to be up in five hours. later

im going to PUMP.....YOU UP

Hey everybody

its sunday night and i just got back from doin a little riding today, I have an Enduro race comming up that me, red, and nick christensen are training for. So that what we were doing today, we were trainin for it, getting in as much riding trying to get in shape for this SIX HOUR LONG RACE ha ha, it is going to be fun though i am pretty excited. In other news, I hope to see you all at the cabin this weekend! i havent seen the whole family together in a long time! ha ha. Sara you better get jeromy to come to this one too! Melisa and cade, i am excited to see lock, since he is my first newphew and i havent even seen him yet. Mom i think some dutch oven potatoes and maybe some bbq chicken are in order. well everybody i need to shower and what not so i will hopefully see everybody soon!

yep, still sick

Hey everybody!

yep you guessed it, im still home sick! IT SUCKS im goin NUTS! anyway i am doing this blog today beacause i found a few more pictures of my reno fireworks show on the fourth of july. They were the ones in the newspapers in reno/sparks. THe black and white one shows part of one rooftop show, we had another rooftop that was exactly the same, and then a train yard taht was twice what the roofs were put togher. but yeah, now maybe you can see taht there is alot more to fireworks than lighting them off! well folks i am bored to death, and so i think ia m going to go watch a movie or somthin.

Sick day

Hey everybody,

well yesterday i started gettin a sore throught and now today i wake up and its full blown SICK! it SUCKS. So i am at home bein way bored, gettin paid to watch tv and write a blog i guess. This last week, it seems like half the guys i work with have had strep, and now i get sick, im pretty sure i caught it. Oh well i guess. Anyway on the lighter side of things, there might be a new little lady in my life, she might be a step down on crazy from the last. She lives up in salt lake right now but will be moving back down in about four weeks. So i am pretty excited about that. Another thing i am excited about is going up to the cabin in aug.! FISHIN! RIDIN! all the good stuff! I will get to see the family all together. should be a pretty good time. Maybe even some dutch oven food if im lucky i dont know though cause i dont know the whole plan but ya. well i think i am going to go nurse my throught wich hurts alot, and take a nap, maybe watch some more tv or somthin. bye

Is every body nuts?

hello every body, i figured i could write another blog since i know how much every one loves to read them.....(cough) (sara) ha ha ive had a very interesting weekend if you all wanted to know by the way. Between the police taking one of my buddys to the clink beacause he went crazy, and my girlfreind going absolutly nutty last night. Needless to say its been exciting. Besides that i am dreading going to work this week just beacause im so damn sick of nine mile canyon i think i could throw up. that is about all i have to say right now.

what a day what a day

Hello Every one, its me again, writing yet another exciting blog! yay! Anyway, got back from reno saterday night at about twelve thirty at night, sweet eh? YA IT WAS SWEET! i had a blast! litterally! Okay you see the picture above right? well see the roof top on the left? thats ME! freakin awsome HUH, u see the roof on the right? thats my best freind RED, u see the fireworks going up in the middle of the two towers? thats Cory. Like what u see? GOOD cause we all busted our asses off in the 111DEGREE HEAT on those rooftops! U should have seen the crowd! there were thousands of people! it was so awsome, now imagine you are A mere 40 to 50 feet away from these things going off and your the one on the trigger? can u say what a RUSH! I tell people i do fire works and they are like eh, wow cool ya know, but after you've seen a picture like this how can you not get excited! this is what it is all about! after the show i went down in the streets to clear them, and i had people hugging me, i had a lady tell me it was better than the show at the oakland coloseum! THis is when all your hard work pays off! sweet eh? well i thought i would share that bit of info with you and that picture also. Well i hope you all enjoy that picture of MY FIREWORKS! good im glad, ha ha ha, well im going to bed i will repost soon maybe with some more pictures. LATA

A much needed vacation!

Hey there everybody, its been a while since ive wrote a new blog but Sara just told me i should do another one, i think she is pretty supprised that i even do blogs!
Well today starts my Vacation, much MUCH needed vacation! Where am i going for my vacation u ask? Reno Nevada, to BLOW SHIT UP.
Let me inform u about my part time job. I work for lantis pyro out of Salt lake. I do large sized fireworks shows for fourth of july, new years, and any other occasion that needs some fire works. i have worked there for about a year now and i LOVE it! It is the biggest adrenelane rush u could get. It is ALOT of work but it is worth it. We shoot shells up to eight inches, and that is Huge!
I went to Reno for new years and shot the fireworks show for the silver legacy, me and my best freind Red were on the highest rooftop in northern nevada, the second highest in ALL of nevada, it was a blast.... litterally. The show we did was over twenty minets of bliss, The whole building was Shaking and booming. The main pyro technictian was on the lower level rooftop of the legacy, U know the one with the big ass dome! He was doing a show on that level so his fireworks were blowing right in my face it was a feeling that not alot of people have or will ever experence.
So this year we are doing the fourth of july show for The Nugget, we will be doing a show on three different locations, two rooftops and a train yard. Im not Sure where i will be while we are shooting this year, but i am super super excited just thinking about how fun it will be. Yes it will be alot of work, but it is still a vacation to me.
This vacation is really important to me. I need to leave this place called castle country. I see the same people everyday, do the same things everyday, and see the same shit....everyday. So when i get a chance to leave here, see new stuff, meet new people, and do new things i will jump on the chance. If u lived down here, u would understand where i am comming with this.
Well ladies and gentlemen, it is time for me to prepare to go. I must pack, pay bills now that will be due while im gone, go to the mecca for merchendise....wal-mart, and last but not least. JUST GET THE HELL OUTTA HERE! untill next time...... adios amigos

longest week ever!

So anyway, i am here to tell u about my long ass week i had. It has been a long week for a number of reasons, number one, work, number two drama, and number three is definately my lack of sleep.
First let me tell u about my job, i am an electricians apprentice that works for a company called ECI, or Electrical contractors incorperated. Let me tell u about Eci. We mainly do electrical work, hence my job title is "Electricans apprentice", but eci also does other contractor work such as , seamless raingutter, steel buildings, framing, chainlink fence, and pipe insulation.
Lately i have been working on a steel building, the biggest one we have ever done. Its really not bad doing this building, i mean its a good job and all, but i am required to be at work at five thirty every single morning. This wouldnt be such a bad thing except i have a hard time going to bed early, i have never went to bed early and never had to get up that early my whole life. I have been doing this for about two months now and i thought i was getting used to it. I can definately feel it wearing on me now.
The location of this building is in the BOTTOM of nine mile canyon in utah, it takes at least an hour and half to get there after i leave the shop, and this is why i have to wake up early. Just waking up early isnt the thing that is kicking my ass, it is alot of other factors such as, the heat, strenuous labor, and stress. We are building above five running gas compressors for bill barrett corp. and working above those compressors the temporature is alwase at LEAST 160 degrees. You will drink at least a gallon of water, and not take a piss all day long. The strenuous labor isnt too bad by itself eather. I mean it still doesnt hold a candle to doing concrete. When u add this factor in with the heat it definately makes a difference tho.
The stress is unreal, I have five other guys working with me every day, and their life is litterally in my hands, as well as my life is in theirs, this is where trust comes into play. You have an obligatoin not to do anything stupid so these other guys can go home and see their familys.
The next factor that makes this week so damn long is the drama. If u dont know, i have an ex-wife, along with a beautiful son jake. My ex has been seeing this kid with a history of domestic violence, and this wed. he decided he was going to smack my ex wife around. wich is all fine with me, except my son. its pretty irritating that he would have the nerve to do that, and make death threats to her and my son and stuff. He is pretty lucky i dont know what he looks like where he lives or even his name, but thats beyond the point here. When my ex is in trouble, she knows that i am the person to call, to make it all better, or just to listen. Well she called me and of course i went over. Now add this to the stress of me working at this job i told u about k?
The last thing that makes this week so long is the fact i cant fall asleep before midnight anymore. The fact that i have to wake up early.... well it kicks my ass.
Right now i am feelings pretty draind from all this weeks happenings, put in over 70hrs and still manage to come home to a totally empty house and be alone. anyway, i am gettin pretty damn tired so i am going to go to bed... alone.....and wake up .....alone..... so i can get ready to start another exciting week, in the life of Trenton wilson.